i l0Ve u

i l0Ve u
n0W tHaT u'R3 gOn iTs t00 daRk aT niGhT.ItS ConStaNtlY c0lD.n0tHinGs s33mS RIghT.iTs huRts t0 be al0nE.canT liv3 withOuT u babY :(...mY woRld m3aNs nFin wiThouT u.Im soRi iF iVe evEr huRt u,iM sorI foR z tiMes iVe b33N ruDe to u,f0R ouR figHts.
I caNt se3M to fNd mY smIle,i diDnT fiNk iLl loSe u n i caNt h3lP buT yeaRn 4 z lov3 tHt w3 haD n z daY thaT u wiL reTurN t0 mE.iM losiNg mY focuS n iVe alReadY loSt My fucKinG minD.3acH daY iM witHouT u mY heaRt wnT ceaSe t0 sHatt3R.aL iT do3s iS raIn,tHe heaVenS se3Ms to w3Ep,aS zeY f3eL mY paIn,i jsT waNt t0 cRy c0z i cuRse thAt daY u l3fL
i oNly waNt 1 wisH itS f0R u to c0Me bacK n giVe me jsT 1 kiSs
# Posted on Saturday, 26 April 2008 at 3:53 PM

mY d3stinY witHoUt u

mY d3sTiNy
in Z dArknEsS,n01 cAN c uR t3aRs.iN Z dArKn3ss n01 caN uR f3aRs,iN z dArkN3sS th3rE iS n01 t0 l0vE u,iN z dArkNesS tH3R3 iS oNlY s0rR0w.
T0 s33K n f0uNd a r3as0n tO b3,t0 hUnT lIk3 a h0unD,uR d3stInY t0 c.
My l0v3,0nc3 f0uNd,n0w l0sT,f0r mY sTupIdItY,thAt wAs z c0sT.
INsiD3 mY h3arT,t0 pI3c3s,iM sHatt3r3D,aLL tH0s3 pI3c3s,iN dArKn3sS,n0w sCaTt3r3D.
T0 s33k 3Nd iN z dArK,iTs mY d3sTinY,t0 w33P aLoN3 iN z dArK,iTs mY d3stInY,t0 di3 All aLoN3 witHoUT l0v3,iTs mY d3stInY.
# Posted on Friday, 28 December 2007 at 4:35 AM
Edited on Friday, 28 December 2007 at 11:50 AM

Final salvation

Final salvation
In the swirling mist, my path is lost,
no turning back, it's the cost...
To the darkness, forever I am bound,
for me, final salvation is found...
My darkest secret, black veil of death,
in it's cold embrace, I take no breath...
Final sacrifice, split blood,
out, from veins just flood...
Everlasting hunger, my final cross,
in the misery of past, it is no loss...
Last drops of life, poured from the dead,
sacrifice for this night, made for the undead...
# Posted on Tuesday, 25 December 2007 at 11:29 AM

Warped n Twisted

Warped n Twisted
Harsh words n violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped n twisted
So many tricks n so many lies
Nobody's special, nobody's gifted
I
'm just me, warped n twisted
S
leeping awake n choking on a dream
L
istening loudly to a silent scream
C
all my mind, the number's unlisted
Lost in someone so warped n twisted
On my knees, alive but dead
Look at the invisible blood I've bled
I'm not gone, my mind has drifted
Don't expect much, I'm warped n twisted
Burnt out, wasted, empty, n hollow
Today's just yesterday's tomorrow
The sun died out, the ashes sifted
I
'm still here, warped n twisted
# Posted on Thursday, 15 November 2007 at 7:11 AM

?????

I get a funny feeling,
it comes from deep inside.
I get all mad n angry,
wanting to go n hide.

My frnds call it depression,
my mum says it's just me.
But the thoughts n feelings,
no one will ever be able to see.

Some say I'm psycho,
some say I'm just weird.
It's like I'm a different person,
and the old me just disappeared.

I get really edgy,
I wnt to commit suicide real bad.
Thn I get a headache,
followed by feeling sad.

I wish I could get help,
I wish it would go away.
Far away from zis cruel world
# Posted on Thursday, 15 November 2007 at 6:13 AM

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